Thursday, October 20, 2011

Oh My Darling...

This one goes out to the one I love...

You remind me...of a young Meg Ryan coupled with some Marion Cottilard, topped with Marilyn Monroe. Maybe it's because of the initial your name starts with, or perhaps I think this way because they - like you - were once aspiring actress's who made it.

But you're more than just a pretty face. You are a dream from which I never want to wake and a reality that could never bare parting with.

You're one of a kind.

In an imperfect world, you're perfect. I used to think that perfection wasn't attainable - but now I know that perfection is in the eyes of the beholder.

You have the intelligence to overcome any obstacle. Your loving personality is so powerful, it brings joy to those fortunate to be around you. When you smile, it makes me smile.

Sometimes I get lost in daydreams - just thinking about you. Wondering what you're doing, where you are, what you're thinking. Although I barely get to see or talk to you, the mere thought of you gets me through the day. I have no idea how things would actually be like if I was your partner in life... but I occasionally wonder.

Recently, while watching a new release in theaters - I tuned into a conversation a father has to his son about soul mates. At the time, I was definitely not sold on the idea of a 'one person in life for someone,' (thinking in my head if that person were to die than you are to live out the rest of your life knowing your one true love - again, if that exists - has perished) but regardless I tuned in.

What the boy said to his father went a little something like this:

"You never give up on your soul mate. You fight for them."While I'm still unsure whether there is any truth to soul mates existing, I do know this...

I can fight the jealousy - as it comes and goes.
I can fight my odds.
I'll even fight time as best as I can, and continue to wait patiently.

What I can't fight - is how you make me feel, and what you mean to me.

I realize your modesty can shoot down every compliment I give you, but i hope you don’t. People as great as you are deserve to be told. Not out of necessity, but out of love. Those who love unconditionally - deserve to know how amazing they are.

I realize I may never kiss you, or answer your call to the sound of your voice calling me "sweetheart"...but just know, You have a friend that thinks the world of you.

So if things are ever too much for you and you're stressed out, and you need a break from the fast paced world we live in, even if you just need someone to listen to your problems...I'll always be there for you in some way, somehow, because I love you.

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