Saturday, June 11, 2011

6 - I'm weak in the knees...

Hey MJ,

Technically this will get posted after Midnight, which goes against the 1 letter a day for a year commitment...but I'm hoping you'll let it slide. Tonight was amazing on VIP. I feel like all the right people were working. It was a great balance, it's just a shame you had to leave at 8. I understand though, at least I think i do. You're a busy gal, and amongst sharing your time with all the people who desperately seek your company, there isn't much time for yourself, which is important to have - i think.

So this is to you, for all the kind things you do with no thoughts or needs for reciprocation. I realize that even though you don't expect reciprocation (or at least hide it well), deep down I'm sure you wouldn't mind people putting forth the tiniest attempt to treat you as well as you've treated them...which is why I want to take this opportunity to let you know that someone appreciates your efforts. You're amazing. There's not too many other ways to encompass your extraordinary outlook on life. You're one of a kind....and that kind is what Im so attracted to, on so many levels.

Here's a secret for you...To say I've never thought about it would be a lie. So, when thinking about it I get two contrasting feelings. 1, it'd be amazing (at least to me) - because you're such a romantic and a lover of life, I feel you'd make every move, every touch...every breath feel incredible. Time might stop lol. But then I wonder about scenario number 2, if we'd be complete opposites and find it strange, and make it...uncomfortable. My instincts tell me 1, but deep down I always have to consider the other...just to mentally prepare myself - lol even if it never happens. I just don't want you to think that I only think of that. I don't, not with you - which is incredibly different from how I've thought of previous people. Makes you stand out more, not that you need it.

Ha! Sorry - a bit of a tangent, some customers from the theater tonight stopped by guest services and tipped me extra because she had felt that I had a difficult job taking 7 orders at once tonight. I gave her two courtesy passes from my wallet, because her act of kindness made me happy lol.

But anyways...back to you :) You're one of a kind - and you mean so much to me...I want to write about other things, because I'd prefer you to not feel smothered in compliments... but I just can't imagine life without you. You're amazing, don't forget it.

- J

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