5 - How do you look at the one you love and tell yourself, It's time to walk away...

Hey MJ,

I had the most amazing time with a beautiful woman last night. Her eyes each contained a sparkle that would coax a smile from even the grumpiest person, any day. Her hair blew gracefully when the wind took it...and her presence made things - as it always does - comfortable and relaxing. At one point she leaned in close and touched my face ever so gently...and it was in that moment last night that I felt a question had been answered by myself subconsciously. In a world of Wants Vs Needs, something became quite clear to me.

I want you. I want to be that special someone who does things for you because... I want to. I know now that I don't need too, but spending time with you is a feeling unlike any other in itself. You give me this overwhelming sense of creativity, and desire...and though I struggle trying to explain it and not show it - that's evidence enough how flustered I get when you're around because you're all I can think of.

I need you to be happy. I've gone over this before...to myself, alone. I can live comfortably knowing you're happy. But, it's your happiness that matters most, not whether I can cope with the situation. I'm there for you, and I don't know any other way than to accept my friend for what she wants and what she does. I'll always support any decision you make, because I believe in you. I know you have a great head on your shoulders. I figure you'll make mistakes from time to time...like everyone, but I'm not worried. Chances are, I won't even notice you making a mistake because I'll be too busy enjoying my time with you :)

You're the best, don't sell yourself short.
<3
- J