Hey MJ,
It really helped me out the other day when you text me in the morning. Just the simple Hi, was enough to make me smile. Although I still had a lot of inner hatred for myself so naturally I was in a bit of a mood at work. Everyone kept asking me what was wrong, I told them it was personal, so naturally they pryed. I refused. It's funny, when I'm in a bad mood, how seldom it usually happens, everyone's always concerned. Is it that scary? I don't understand why other people can have bad days, but when i do it's an event?
Anyways this letter isn't for me to vent...this is a committed letter with one goal in mind - to see through to what I said i'd do. After all, it was a wise person who once told me, "...if I don't follow up on what I say, how will anyone take me seriously."
I wish I hadn't let you down. :( Your presence, your friendship, your time....is so valuable to me, you have no idea. I don't want to make you feel like I did ever again...and I feel the only way to do so is be completely open and honest to you, so I will be. The only thing i ask is that if it's regarding information about another friend who put their trust in me, that people respect that and not pry.
I'm serious about this change MJ. Thanks for talking some sense into me.
- J
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