Saturday, April 23, 2011

To Whom it may Concern...

"Today I had a thought... in this thought - there was just you and I. We were happy, because we had each other...and nothing else mattered."

Obviously this is fictional and I'm sure that for one reason or another it might be for the best...


...but I often wonder...

What would it be like? Would you be happy? Am I capable of entertaining that creativity you have such an abundance of? ...that drives you. This quality you have compounds my level of attraction towards you. I would hope that I could somehow challenge you and entice your creativity to kick into overdrive. You're limitless, I am sure.

I wonder why I feel this way - why I have such strong feelings about you. When I try to rationalize my thoughts, I calculate previous engagements such as our summer hang outs, the day at the baseball field, our trip to the EX, the fun we would have at work, the game nights...your birthday --- those are my fondest memories.

You captivate me. Your essence is so unique, I struggle trying to describe it. It's as though your parents took the best humanity has to offer and mixed it all together to make you. You're surely an anomaly. I've found 'minuscule' traces of 'similar' characteristics you display - in others... but nothing comparably close to you. It's as though everyone else is trialing the lite version - while you're clearly the real deal.

Also...

When we began talking - I discovered this natural feeling I would get specifically with you...a strong sense of comfort. Maybe we met in another life...if you believe in the sort of thing. The only exception occurs when your eyes lock on to mine. It's like you can read my thoughts and can see my secrets. It feels like I'm an open book, and i'm not used to that kind of exposure.

You ask for honesty...here it is.

I want you to know that if I died tomorrow, You would be the girl of my dreams. You're everything I want in a life partner. Your attitude is positive, your character is radiant, your appearance is breath-taking. You're witty and knowledgeable, you're hilarious, and you have an unrivaled passion for life. 

... I don't think I'll ever be able to forget you. <3

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